Battle Zone Dat Do.
There was excitement in the market place
It was a buzzing throng
With tales of how the local lads
Had beaten back the Viet Cong
The enemy had come into town
With guns and rockets booming
But little did they realize
The hand of death was looming
The local lads suffered no loses
Although several had been wounded
But the Victor Charlie had left three behind
When the bugles had been sounded
The next day whilst on a mission
We were driving through Dat Do
When our lead track started slowing
For what reason I didn't know
But soon I saw the bodies
Lying just outside the gate
Of the local ARVN depot
They were showing the VC their fate
It was used as a reminder
That they wouldn't hesitate
To ward off any more attacks
That may be launched against their mates
The bodies stayed where they lay
Outside for at least a week
With lime sprinkled around them
And covered with a bamboo sheet
The smell of death was all around
As we drove down that dusty street
And the looks on the faces of the villages
Didn't need any words to speak
Of the fear of reprisals
From the local Viet Cong
As there were many sympathizers
Willing to pass information on
Like the names of the families
Of the soldiers of the day
Because torture and terrorization
Was the North Vietnamese way
To give no one the option
Of a democratic way of life
Because that's the way that Hanoi
Handled any trouble or strife.
Copyright © 2001 Phil Kadow.
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I
Don't Know.
I don't know where I'm going
But I do know where I've been
And I'll keep going back there
In order not to seen
At times I feel so all alone
It really really hurts
And that's when I travel back
To when I was driving in the dirt
Our team was made up of four
My jockey, me, my gun and my track
And because of the oneness of it all
That's probably why I go back
It was a time in my life
When I was completely in control
Whilst crossing paddies and rivers
Or crawling to the top a knoll
The air quite often smelt of death
A smell that still remains
And the only time the air was fresh
Was after the monsoons rain
I'm very messed up in the head
Like so many of us VETS are
And the only way to peace I feel
Is to have my ashes in a jar
I know its not the normal way
For a person like me to feel
But I don't know what's normal anymore
When it comes to fantasy or real
I guess I am a loner
Without many a friend
But I suppose I'll keep on fighting
Just to make it to the end.
Copyright © 2001 Phil Kadow.
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Minh
(mine) Day.
We were working in the Long Hais
In the Fire trail as a matter of fact
We had started the land clearing operation
After turning in off a track
It was to be a five-week sortie
From the beginning to the end
And little did we know
How much equipment we would bend
The first incident happened on Monday the 9th of March
While the Dozers were out working
On the cut not very fast
When without any warning we heard the mighty blast
The next week went by quite slowly
Amid the sounds of jumping jacks
That would jump up and explode
After being set off by the Dozer tracks
The next blast came in the morning
On the way out to the cut
It was Monday the 16th of March
And it gave an anxious feeling in the gut
Bud and Lou had worn it
Along with the rest of their team
We were heading out from the NDP
To sweat it out in the jungle steam
By now we had started burning the scrub
To help clear the ground
And the fires managed to start
Another series of exploding sounds
The third blast came on Monday the 23rd of March
When 86A and 9G were following on behind
A slowly moving Dozer
That wasn't working very fine
The Dozer was moving down a sandy patch
Followed closely by Bud and Lou
With me following behind
When suddenly it blew
We were tossed and thrown all about
As if we were rag dolls
And when the dust had settled
You could see the car had rolled
On its side it laid there
All broken, buckled and bent
It showed just how the Bad Guys
Could have their anger spent
The next came Easter Monday the 30th of March
We were cutting the last jungle pocket
When we heard the roaring blast
And moved up very slowly hoping it would be the last
We had lost another Dozer
On that fateful day
But nobody had been seriously wounded
All along the way
In all the time we were out there
We never missed a beat
Even though the enemy kept trying
By turning up the heat
To keep us from our mission
And keep the upper hand
Of clearing the Fire trail
In this their jungle land
Copyright © 2001 Phil Kadow.
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My
Family Thinks I'm Stupid.
My family thinks I'm stupid
I guess they must be right
Cause I'm always getting in trouble
No matter what time of the day or night
My family thinks I'm stupid
As stupid as can be
When ever something goes wrong
They always seem to blame me
My family thinks I'm stupid
But theres one thing that they can't see
They wouldn't be here at all
If it wasn't for stupid old me.
Copyright © 2001 Phil Kadow.
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Survival
of a Mate.
My best mate was a passenger
In a Navy Sea King chopper
When suddenly and with out control
It came a nasty cropper
Now every day he suffers the mental scars
As well as the physical ones
But he managers with difficulty
To get the necessary jobs done
When he's having a bad stretch
He quite often hears his family say
"We just want to have our old Dad back
Like he was in the good old days"
Its like he's standing on the outside trying to get in
And its these moments that really make him feel
Even though he knows he's welcome
It just doesn't all seem real
His family all still looks the same
As they did before the crash
But really they don't understand
What its like to be in such a smash
Even though he's done the job
Time and time again
It never really occurred to him
That this is how it could end
But even though he walked away
The ordeal stays in his head
And he thanks God for the miracle
That he didn't end up dead
His plan for him to continue on
Is one he is unable to explain
But the hardest thing he has left to do
Is to get back on another plane
People who haven't been there
Are unable to fathom it out
But he knows better than all of them
What nearly dying is all about.
Copyright © 2001 Phil Kadow